This is not how I wanted it to end. A Hospital bed in my front room at 33 years old. Struggling to move around or even feed myself. ...

This i knew was possible and even probable at times but I don't think you ever really believe it, after having gamma knife surgery less...

Back home again with this one after another night in Leeds and gamma knife this morning, hopefully feel better in few days and try to...

Yesterday had a big seizure today we're i couldn't talk, swallow or barely breathe and uncontrollable movement in my jaw and sick...

Not posted in a while, so just thought I'd do a quick update, I am doing ok ish getting fed up frustrated I can't do more got some more...

Back again! Never ends! Kidney function and magnesium low and sickness on top!

So things have not been good since I got home so unfortunately I am now back in Hospital. I've been getting more and more abdominal pain...

The actual treatment for chemotherapy is finished now! I have done everything I can now, now we just have to wait and see if it's worked...

Day 1 of final cycle! Got called in yesterday as to get in ASAP so could start early next day and that didn't happen! Was already going...

Managed to get home again! See how long for this time! Been back in hospital since Wednesday, pouch was causing unreal pain again my...

Well, I don't even know what to say about today. The pain was unreal, never had pain like it! I've been either been screaming and...

So being at home didn't exactly go to plan! Had severe abdominal pain since I went home which has just got worse and worse. Had to use...

Some how again got through another week of chemo, and got home last night! We will see how it goes from feeling rough!!! Hopefully the...

After a lot of thinking last week, on Wednesday I partially agreed to cycle 3. They're going to keep a close eye on me this time and try...

So we went to Leeds on Monday expecting surgery on Tuesday, but when we got there the surgeon refused to do it and thought it would cause...

The last 10 days have been hell!!! From my dad,sister and Hannah practically carrying me into a&e in agony, from which I then got...

Hello, Hannah (Ryan's girlfriend) here! Sorry he's not been replying to messages for a few days, he's had a horrendous few days, so...

Not posted anything because I've been to ill, forced my way home today really, on my way home now. Finished the cycle just about, now we...

All chemo done for today! Been pretty rough afternoon and evening, and feel pretty rubbish, suppose it's another day done!